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premature (red)
03:29
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first things first
i don’t dance
n if you make me move an inch
don’t try to put an inch or 8 up in me
matter fact where are your manners
back the fuck up off me
quit the touching i feel hazy
<wait.>
an alcoholic
wandered in my family tree
i knew nothin bout it
till i was drinkin in my sleep
till drinking in my dreams
got me wishing, i’m trying, i’m wanting
your sweet bitterness up in me
i’m wishing
i’m dreaming
i’m drinking
i’m rinse and repeating the process
fire rupturing
bleeding on the floor
for corrupted billionaires
who aren’t billionaires yet.
girls be poppin cherries when they're thirteen
just so boys can creep up on inside them
and make themselves at home
i wish those boys had left me all alone.
and when i hopped up in the shower felt my skin turn blue
dried and crusted wounds, they be speaking volumes
dirty lampshades hide in corners
looking for a turn on
or some stupid fucking love song
while they're pumped in and out of
baby girl it only gets harder.
baby girl it only gets harder
believe me
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2. |
bosses (orange)
03:07
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bitches will be bosses
bosses can be bitches
please don’t call them bossy
thats shit's so unnecessary x2
LADIES
STEP UP
THESE MEN THEY THINK THEY KNOW ALL ABOUT US
TALKIN BOUT SOME “FEMALES THIS" N "FEMALES THAT”
BUT YOU KNOW THEY DON"T BE TALKIN WHEN WE ARCH OUR (OH!)
MET A GUY
LONG AGO
SAW THE WORLD
IN HIS PALMS
<BUT I SHOULD MENTION HE WAS 6 FEET TALL.
EVERYTHING SO OUT OF REACH
HAD TO CUT THAT shit OFF>
bitches will be bosses
bosses can be bitches
please don’t call them bossy
thats shit's so unnecessary. x2
PRETTY GIRLS
KEEP EM ROUND FOR THE CULTURE
SO MANY BOYS PLAYED MY HEART LIKE A TOY
GOT ME FEELIN INSECURE OVER NOTHING
BUT I’M GODDAMN QUEEN YA BETTER SEE ME AS ONE (see me as one)
BET YA NEVER SEEN A GODDESS NOW’S YOUR CHANCE TO WORSHIP ONE (worship me)
YES I’M TALKIN ON YOUR KNEES
PRAISE THE HOLY MAJESTY
N YEAH I KNOW YOU’RE STARIN
LETS ROLE REVERSE IT
WHERE WOMEN RULE THE WORLD
AND MEN ARE FORCED TO SUCK IT YEAAA
N YEAH I KNOW YOU’RE STARIN
LET’S DO SOME ROLE REVERSAL
WHERE WOMEN RULE THE WORLD
AND MEN ARE FORCED TO FOLLOW, YEAA
bitches will be bosses
bosses can be bitches
please don’t call them bossy
thats shit's so unnecessary. x2
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3. |
lemon tree (yellow)
04:34
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past lives
retrograde so hazy i’m alive
feel so
primate in my private enterprise.
suffocating drowning
stockholm syndrome victim till i die
speechless
encyclopedichotic thoughts of mine
psychotic state divine
lemon trees they growing around me,
baby
telling stories bout how they just live to die again
we don’t show no homages
n i crave yo taste of love it feel so sour to my tongue
i wish to feel you on my tongue cuz sour only bothers some
i’m stuck in a lemon haze
been caught up in a lemonade phase.
i’m stuck in a lemon haze
i been caught up in your lemonade phase, babe x2
fake pride
been called a renegade too many times.
sweet lies
sugar plagues the bitter state of mind.
our bodies
beating intertwining to survive
you love me
because i understand your state of mind
your psych will be your true demise
lemon trees they growing around me
and they
whisper secrets telling me that there are people
out to get me, it’s not, true
(is it?) (maybe it is) (idk) <repeats>
i’m stuck in a lemon haze
been caught up in a lemonade phase.
i’m stuck in a lemon haze
i been caught up in your lemonade phase, babe x2
my mama always told me
life gon throw you lemons guess that's why it threw you toward me
living with my demons called for elevated tasting
called for elevated thinking
thinking you could serenade my heart my love is ever standing
and you stay building stands while i got trees that i'm still growing
growing
growing
growing
floating backwards you don't own me
baby lemons flying toward me
lemonade still sour pouring
honey in your drink but i'm still soaring
higher than your thought concoctions
i’m stuck in a lemon haze
been caught up in a lemonade phase.
i’m stuck in a lemon haze
i been caught up in your lemonade phase, babe x2
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<you are witnessing
the destruction of a narrative
thank you for attending
there are no refunds>
i don’t sleep right
i worry how my income’s gonna look in 20 years
i am not a follower
a wise man once said
if it brings you to your knees it’s a bad religion
so i’ve stopped looking up to men <yea>
jealousy’s an ugly trait
but why’d my man have to tell me bout the women in his head
while swimming in me in his bed
vicious cycles
can’t backpedal
we gotta keep it moving forward
it’s future thinkin
we’ve heard the motto
live fast die young what’s the cost of it
i’d pay it upfront if i had the chance
the space between birth and reborn
feels like a waste of time
the clocks keep ticking on
oh geez
Find me, I’ll waiting in the grape vines
sprouting off the garden of eden
Find me, i’m impatient
but i’ll be patiently waiting for your company
Cuz i’ve got, a whole lot of heart
and i’ve messed up for too long, my soul, is rotting
find me, cuz i done lost myself
my insecurities
i get locked in them i’ve lost the keys
i’m driving around and i’ve lost control
lost control, lost control
everything is greener on the other side
but does that mean they’re all content? no!
time is of the essence
sweet child you must go!!! run
chase the sun
run to the horizon
look at what you’ve found!
you’ve found where reason meets beyond
and it became your favorite song
(who woulda thought)
Find me, i’ve been waiting for a lifetime
god help me, i’m dying in eden
Find me, the air’s feeling dizzy
the apples been bitten, i’ve fallen i’ve guilt tripped
oh why has this happened
n i’ve got a whole lot heart
and mistakes i’ve made way back in the day are creep crawling back in my zone
find me, cuz i done lost myself
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5. |
mom // dad (blue)
02:22
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mom, dad y’all were never home
went through middle school all alone x4
mama, mama,
you used to be so different
what happened?
you do not like to talk to nobody
is it me?
could it be?
how, could it be?
and i feel the ocean
flowing in your beach
but the beach won’t always save you.
oceans rollercoastin past your feet
mom, dad y’all were never home
went through middle school all alone x4
okay, papa,
you never seem to interact nicely
what’s the deal?
it’s beers after work then straight to the telly
who am i, to talk..
it’s tears after school then talks with the hubby
maybe, the other way around,
are you scared?
mom, dad, y’all were never home
i missed you?
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6. |
heal (indigo)
02:38
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life’s not funny
things are never set in stone
gettin money’s
the only thing you learn to do
<homemade lemonade stands
to talkin bout lemons on a lemonade track>
we’re all killers
natural born instincts
disregard the stratosphere
to get close to a higher power
that’s the algorithm mongst the ppl
spoiler alert god’s not listening
God’s not listening
sorry
i don’t mean to disappoint
resume to reading fables during sunday leisure
who am i to shout i am not a preacher
and i just left the choir.
wait, stop, slow it, down
find the crystals solve my problems
cure my aching tired soul
it feels cold to the touch
breath the fire, spark the blunt
soon enough we’ll all run out
the sun is goin out it’s going out
and soon we’ll all be gone x2
nihilist perspective
you won’t find me with another
plus my ass agnostic
n God is not the responsive type
cuz my calls were’t called back
i find some answers in life tragedies
i guess it’s wraps
i guess it’s wraps.
my third eye been lazy for a minute
it’s been clouded by my intuition
you can tell, that my mind’s gone away
and all my friends are dead,
tour life, so they say
Mary took they soul
but Jane still suck my clit
i guess it’s all a show
reality won’t settle in
they’ll find out on their own
when they end up all alone
soon enough we’ll all run out
the sun is goin out it’s going out
and soon we’ll all be gone x2
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7. |
valley girl (violet)
04:37
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et me educate ya real quick
my lineage bleeds pure dravidian
so call me a valley girl
drown me in freshwater pearls
when will y’all motherfuckers ever learn
i’m a goddess put me on your pedestal
i’m writing bibles dipped in gold
my body honey dipped in gold
but was tarnished by the one who owns it all
catch him counting all his coins in the garden
lemon trees are telling me “girl you best be cautious bout him"
i already hear you trippin bout it
baby you’re a genius don’t you worry bout it
i’ll suck the rusty faucet till i taste the fountain of youth
i found old souls in you
i’m riding your waves
i’m sea watching over top
i’m playing sailor today
now be my captain
maneuver round me slow
feel like there’s a storm a brewin
your touches feel like thunder
every second clap it harder
ok now you pounding
thought we were just gettin started?
yea i’m just gettin started
two worlds intertwined yea
our souls so combined yea
our hearts seen past lives yea
glad we found each-other
two worlds intertwined yea
our souls so combined yea
our hearts lead us right yea
let me educate you real quick
my lineage bleeds pure dravidian so call me a valley girl
ok my skin glows red and green
i’m complementary bodied
know this gonna send a vibe
think i got superpowers
my parents think it’s something sacred
think i’m made from something hidden
think my bloodlines drowned in water
was reborn to something polished
feel like i’m the chosen something
feel my ego fill with confidence
let me be reborn again
the lines are looking blurry
swear my family never mixed
but i’ve been told i look the opposite
wonder what’s the cause of it
maybe we’re not pure
maybe i’m not pure
i’m mixed with something magic
hear a tapping on my window am i sure
i’m not sure
swear my roots were overtainted
swear i never meant to hurt him
i wasn’t used to ways the boys had started flocking round my circle
god that’s my one confession
if you’re there, if you care.
<i wish i knew the how and why>
lemme know that you’re there
lemme know that you care
<please show me a clearer sign>
let our two worlds collide
pray for longevity down the line
two worlds intertwined yea
our souls so combined yea
our hearts seen past lives yea
glad we found each-other
two worlds intertwined yea (you feel me)
our souls so combined yea (i feel you)
our hearts lead us right yea (inside me)
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MYNA Detroit, Michigan
releasing my true colors
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